"And about three o'clock Jesus cried with a loud voice, 'Eli, Eli, lama- sa bach tha-ni?' that is, 'My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?''
Matthew 27:46
We could have drawn from either Matthew or Mark for the Fourth Word from the Cross. Both record this painful cry of Jesus. It's not included in Luke or John's account of the crucifixion.
At first glance, these are words of unimaginable desolation and abandonment. It has led some Bible commentators to suggest that the wretched nature of humanity's sin heaped upon Jesus was so horrific that for a moment God the Father looked away in disgust. This view imagines Jesus in that moment as utterly and completely alone.
It is a picture of the very depths of despair and hopelessness, a glimpse of a very dark place.
And, to be honest, that viewpoint has some appeal for me. Not the "Father turning away" part, but that place of utter desperation for Jesus. The idea of God the Father looking away, of course, is not a biblical notion, but an interpretive approach to the Holy Scripture. It makes for a powerful image, and, no doubt, a heightened preaching moment that could move a congregation, but there's no scriptural basis in the crucifixion accounts in the gospels.
I do find some appeal in considering that Jesus experienced abandonment in this moment. And the appeal comes simply from my own humanity. If you've ever felt the pain of loneliness, that kind of inner loneliness that one can feel in a crowded room, even in the company of family and friends, if you have some understanding of that kind of loneliness, then perhaps your humanity finds some connection in this apparent experience of abandonment and desolation for Jesus.
However, that being said, there is something deeper happening here, something more than a despairing man in a desperate situation. When, first Mark and then Matthew record these words from the lips of Jesus, they see him standing firmly the Old Testament tradition of lament.
More specifically, he stands upon the tradition of the Psalms of Lament. When he cries out
"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?", he is quoting the first line of Psalm 22, which is a Psalm of Lament.
There's a rich heritage of lament in the Book of Psalms. And one of the chief characteristics of the Lament Psalms, is that they begin in a place of deep desperation and pain, and end in a place of defiant hope and trust in God. And, in true rabbinic fashion, to quote the opening line, or lines of the Psalm, Jesus is calling forth the truth of the entire Psalm.
Listen to the first two verses of Psalm 22:
"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from helping me, from the words
of my groaning?
O my God, I cry by day, but you
do not answer;
and by night, but find no rest."
Maybe you've felt that way before...
Lament Psalms comprise some of the most valuable words in Scripture I believe. Where Psalms of praise and adoration and worship provide us with appropriate words with which to praise God, Psalms of Lament provide us with a language that can give voice to our innermost human pain and suffering. While much of the Bible can speak to us, Psalms of Lament can speak for us.
But Psalms of Lament do more than just speak for us in our pain, they provide a framework for holding our pain in the cradle of our faith. Psalms of Lament speak honestly of our pain and doubt, our discouragement and despair, even our anger toward God. And yet, the cries of pain come from a place of steadfast, even stubborn faith.
Listen to the final five verses of Psalm 22 (vs. 27-31):
"All the ends of the earth shall remember
and turn to the LORD;
and all the families of the nations
shall worship before him.
For dominion belongs to the LORD
and he rules over the nations.
To him, indeed, shall all who sleep
in the earth bow down;
before him shall bow all who
go down to the dust,
and I shall live for him.
Posterity will serve him;
future generations will be told
about the LORD,
and proclaim his deliverance to
a people yet unborn,
saying that he has done it."
In the midst of his suffering, Jesus calls upon the great tradition of his faith to bear witness to the trustworthiness of God. Even in his acute pain, Jesus bears witness to the God who can be trusted. His death is a testimony to his faithfulness to God. His lament is a testament to his faith in God.
What looks like, at first glance, a cry of desperation and despair, is in fact, a declaration of determined and resolute faith!
And maybe it can also serve as a reminder, that we are free to speak honestly and openly about our pain and suffering. We need not mask our brokenness with catchy Christian-clichés. Bumper-sticker theology will pretty much always just skim the surface of our deep longings, and almost always leave us feeling spiritually unsatisfied and empty.
Jesus is honest about his pain and suffering - expressing his deep pain with honest and authentic words that speak to a steadfast, resolute, relentless and determined faith.
His words speak to a truth and a faith planted deeper than the greatest depths of human suffering.
This is the way of Christ.
This is the way of the cross.